| (no subject) |
[Dec. 12th, 2008|10:11 am] |
i felt so bad, i know i am hurting you all along.
i dont know what else i can do to make you feel better.
we seem as if we are not even close at all.
is that a mistake?
or its just a way to let us see what we had been doing all along?
i dont want it to be like this but seriously, everything is not within my control anymore. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Dec. 11th, 2008|12:02 pm] |
i am trying my best not to get tempted. i am trying very hard to stop thinking and trying hard to lead my life as usual.
Things that i have to complete by next week:
1. pack my room
2. start to read all magazines
3. clear my cupboard of clothes
4. shop and shop
there wont be any trainings for two weeks but some of the people in the team are still going ahead with training in the evening and yes, MSN wont be going.
i just feel like rowing and nothing else.
twist drop pull
long pull
harder, longer
lai ya
push push push
see how much i love rowing. damn it, i cant row for two weeks. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Dec. 11th, 2008|12:45 am] |
|
i wanna pour everything out, i feel damn shit, i feel damn loser.
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
lovelymt's journal